NEVER QUOTE ANYBODY YOU ARE ALWAYS WRONG AT THE END OF THE DAY :(

Living one life at many different times

Its so cool. I realized that i'm living this life at the same time many lives. Okay what i mean is that even though i'm living, i'm with different friends everytime. So even though i know this person and are friends with her. The next moment im with another set of friends example. School one set. Band one set. Church one set. See im living one life but different at the same time. Alright im weird haha. I love the fact i attend cc1 camp :) i grew closer to god and got to know more people and open up and learn new life skils like how to communicate with people. I tried what i did in camp today with my other group of friends it wprks :) through camp i learn to place others before me. Yay. :) everytime i come back from camp i feel that im a little different :) and i love that fact. Somehow this time the change is bigger :) yay

Mag taught me to be calm during tough situations. Never scold anyone and get pissed off cos you would just ruin everything. Never complain you never get stuff done still working on this. Be open and take initiative. Participate in games and sharing make your facils life easy. It's really tough to get people to speak up. But mag and i did it. Be strong. Pesevere. Wash dishes make breakfast. Serve milo. Talk to big crowd. Never talk when someone is talking or tired. They never reply you. That's why i get ignored now i know. And never try to butt in when others are talking to each other. Mutual respect. Be calm. Accept jokes and tease. People do not mean it. They just wanna meke friends. Be humble. Body language says alot about everyone. Eye contact. Others before self. Be friendly and at the same time you have to gain control. And most importantly you can't say oh i am your senior you must give me respect. If you want respect, earn it. Gain it :) be patient towards everyone. Suprisingly i kept my cool and did not tell people off. We got to say stuff in a nice manner :) i am glad god called me for this camp. He taught me lots of life lessons even parents dont teach.

Seriously sw is so fucked up man.
She's seriously pissing me off.
Oh well. She replies to what she like and what she don't. What crap.

Today was AWESOME.
I LOVE YOU GUYS :DDD THE 4 OF YOU. THE REAL FRIENDS :DDD
THANKS FOR THE GREAT TIME WE ALWAYS HAVE WHEN WE HANG OUT ^^ I LOVE ALL OF YOU :DDD THANKS FOR BEING THERE WHEN I NEED YOU :DD LIKE THE HAIRCUT. YEAP, HAIR'S SCREWED BUT YEAP. PLAYED WITH CURLERS AND STRAIGHTENERS. :DD SO FUN :)SO MUCH FUN AT GERI'S HOUSE TODAY :)MADE MY VERSION OF BREAD :) HEHEGERI LOOKED SO CUTE WHEN SHE WAS YOUNG. YEAP NOW TOO :)CHARLENE AND REGINA LOOK AWESOME WITH CURLY HAIRSO PRETTY. :) SEE THIS IS WHAT I DID AND I GOT BACK NOTHING. LAME. ALRIGHT BYE :) 

WHY DID I EVEN BOTHER?

Geezs, why did i waste my time pity-ing and symathising with someone who dislike me?
I should seriously get a life.
It's a waste of emotions, time and happiness :)
WHY DID I BOTHER CHEERING YOU UP WHEN ALL YOU DO IS HATE ME, DISLIKE ME, PUSH ME AWAY AND FIND FAULT WITH ME?
JUST SAY IT INMYFACE MANN.
LIKE THE TIME I SAID YOU POSTED ABOUT ME IN TWITTER. YOU SAID THAT I WAS CRAP AND I CONFRONTED YOU AND YOU DID NOT EVEN ADMIT IT. SERIOUSLY, WHY DID I EVEN APOLOGISE TO YOU FOR BEING SUCHA TERRIBLE FRIEND AND DID NOT CHEER YOU UP? YOU PROBABLY FIND FAULT WITH ME SINCE YOU DISLIKE ME FROM THE VERY BEGINNING.
NOW I KNOW, THE PROBLEM DOES NOT LIES WITH ME ITS YOU.

Thanks guys ^^ NOW I KNOW WHO MY TRUE FRIENDS REALLY ARE.
I'M NEVER GONNA BOTHER ABOUT YOU AGAIN. WASTE OF MY TIME AND YOU WOULD SIMPLY FIND FAULT WITH ME COS' YOU DISLIKE ME HENCE WHATEVER I SAY, YOU WOULD TWIST MY WORDS AND FIND FAULT. CLEAR LINE BETWEEN US FROM THIS MOMENT. I'M NOT GONNA BOTHER ANYMORE. AND THIS TIME I FEEL SO HAPPY ABOUT THIS . WHY? COS' I FOUND OUT YOU ARE NOT WORTH IT AT ALL AND YOU DISLIKE ME IN THE FIRST PLACE. SO WHY DO I EVEN NEED YOU WHEN YOU DON'T NEED ME AND HATE ME IN THE FIRST PLACE.

GOODBYE.
 
Should not have even empathise with you in the first place.
You just push me aside and blame everything on me.
seriously, i tried my best to cheer you up and you treated me like shit.
THANKS A LOT.

YEAH, YOU'RE JUST ANOTHER BITCH I CAME ACROSS.
THANKS A LOT, YOU TAUGHT ME NOT TO EMPATISE ANYONE. JUST LEAVE THEM ALONE. THAT'S ONE GOOD THING ABOUT THIS KINDOF PEOPLE. YOU LEARN, YOU MOVE ON :)

I bet you decided to come for showcase not because you wanted to see or support me is just for the sake of your other friends, i know i'm not important to you . BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? I DONT GIVE A DAMM ABOUT YOU ANYMORE :)

FROM TODAY ONWARDS, I DONT CARE IF YOU HATE ME OR WHATSOEVER COS' THIS IS WHO I AM LIKE IT ANOT? IT'S ME. IM NOT GONNA CHANGE FOR YOU SO TOO BAD.

CAPS ON THE FLOOR

got to do the game ''script''. GOSHTIC.

CHICKEN FEET :D

YAY, DINNER TIME. CHICKEN FEET :) YAY. HAHA CRUNCHY. I JUST LOVE EM' GOODBYE. YAY, I'M DONE WITH TIMELINE. JUST SELF INTRO AND GAME PLAN TO GO :)

THE UPS AND DOWNS OF MY LIFE :D

In the midst of deciding whether i should go for hair for hope.
Should I?
The Pros
I do not need to wash my hair
Save shampoo money
No need to tie
Cooler.
No need to endure the humid weather.
A good cause

The cons
I may cry haha.
Idk, bald for months?

Airline was screwed up.
The annoucements i made. Totally screwed...

Regarding my hair, probably, when it regrows, it would turn out better :)

I'm sure gerilai would like this picture with pooh. haha.
Camp preparations tomorrow. Yay :)

MUST GO TO SCHOOL THIS ENTIRE WEEK. AWESOME OR WHAT. LAME MANN -.- WHAT THE FISH AND CHIPS... HOW AWESOME CAN MY HOLIDAYS BE RIGHT?

I SHALL MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE :)

GTG DO CAMP PREP :( LAZY ME.
GEEZS, MY SHIRT IS WET.
LET ME CHANGE IT... NOW? HAHA
COUSIN WANTED ME TO WATCH POTC BUT I KINDOF TURNED HER DOWN. MANN.
ROUGH WEEK AHEAD. NAH, ACTUALLY IT ISN'T ROUGH, IT'S JUST BAND, SHOWCASE, AND MATHS. YEAP.

TOTALLY ME. THE BEAR HAHA.

THEREFORE, ALL THE MORE I SHOULD LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE. AT LEAST IM NOT AT HOME. BORE TO DEATH.

oh yeah, comics are awesome.
I simply have a liking for em'
Like baby blues.
I WANT A TERRAPINS ONE MALE AND FEMALE :)  AND POLAROID MANN :) AND CATUS. OKAY, IM SIMPLY WEIRD AM I?

Our life. We choose. God's plan. Everything happen for a reason. Let's hope i'll
change in terms of attitude and thoughts and in what i say after church camp.
I GOTTA BE A BETTER PERSON.
GET RID OF MY IM-PATIENT-NESS. HUNGRY-NESS. HAHA

BYE GTG

I MUST DO BETTER THAN BEFORE. RE-DO ALL MY MATHS QUESTIONS.
GEEZS, ENGLISH, MATHS, COMBI SCIENCE ARE MY WEAKEST. GOT TO BRUSH UP ON EM'. OKOK, WASTE OF TIME BLOGGING CAN USE THE TIME FOR OTHER MORE IMPORTANT STUFF :)
SHALL END CRAPPING HERE MANN.

HAIZS, NO DEFINITE ANSWER, IT'S TAKING YEARS FOR AN ANSWER. I'M GOING TO SET MY PRIORITIES RIGHT. STUDIES ONE SIDE, FRIENDSHIP ANOTHER. THIS WAY I WOULD NOT GET DISTRACTED. MOREOVER, IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME AND I'M KINDOF USE TO IT ANYWAY, JUST TAKE THINGS AS IT COMES :) IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER ANYMORE. I'M USE TO IT :) YAY, IF I LET STUFF LIKE THIS AFFECT ME, IM NEVER GONNA BE HAPPY THAT'S WHAT I KINDOF FIGURED OUT HENCE, I WOULD TRY MY BEST TO FORGET THOSE BAD MEMORIES IN THE PAST HAHA, ANYW, MY MEMORY IS KINDOF FAILING SO YEAH. BEST. HAHA. NOPE, NOT DEMENTIA HAHA, I JUST CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT I DID YESTERDAY AND STUFF HAHA. WELL, CATH CLASS TAUGHT ME TO LIVE LIKE ITS THE LAST DAY OF YOUR LIFE EVERYDAY. LIVE WITH NO REGRETS :) SO YOU COULD JUST MEET GOD ANYTIME . COS' YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT :) SO, I WOULD PROBABLY MAKE PEACE WITH HER AND YEAP. THE END OF MY FREAKING LIFE :) YAY.

SEE, THIS PICTURE DEPICTS A SCENE OF A MANN AT THE SEA HAHA. LOL :DD
YEAP, I MAY HAVE HURT YOU IN EVERYWAY I'M SORRY HOWEVER, I CAN'T TAKE BACK WHAT I HAVE DONE AND SAID. HENCE, I WOULD JUST TRY MY BEST AND TREAT YOU BETTER, YEAP, ANYWAY WE DON'T TALK MUCH SO YEAP, PROBABLY SHE'S AFRAID OF GETTING HURT AGAIN? YEAP, KINDOF UNDERSTAND THAT FEELING SO YEAP.

BUCK UP GERI :DD

Watched Kung Fu panda with A today :)
Yay, borrowed comic books from the library :)
Saw cute terrapins :) I want two a male and a female :) Yay, then they can mate hence there would be baby terrapins :) yay.
Kung fu panda's awesome :)
Hilarious to the max :)
It teaches you to find who you are and wounds and scars heal and you would get over them :)

Woah, Charlene Ang did so well during mye. To top it off, she's from tt. I better catch up and do better than her. Must study. Gosh,MUST BEAT CHARLENE ^^
I love Polaroid it's cool isn't it?
I GOT TO PULL UP MY SOCKS

OH CRAP! I'M FUCKING DEAD I CAN'T FIND MY FUCKING PHONE.

HAKUNA MATATA :DD

HELL OF A TIME MANN :DDD
FISH FOR FISH :DD
TOOK POLAROID WITH SECTION AND FRIENDS :)

YAY, ON A SECOND THOUGHT, B ISN'T ALL THAT BAD...
I MEAN EVERY SINGLE PERSON HAS LOTS OF DIFFERENT FACES IS JUST THE MATTER OF WHICH ONE YOU SAW.
JELLY ISN'T ALL THAT BAD, IS JUST THAT SOMETIMES SHE HAS TO PUT UP A SERIOUS FRONT. SAME WITH NATTIE :) RATHER NICE PEOPLE :)
SO DO I HAVE MANY DIFFERENT FACES.
WITH MY GROUP OF FRIENDS- I'M LIKE A MAD, CRAZY, WILD ANIMAL WHICH WAS JUST RELEASE FROM THE ZOO
WITH MY SECTION- AWKWARD,QUIET
WITH CHURCH FRIENDS-SHY, QUIET, STILL BREAKING OUT OF THE SHELL
WITH CLASS- AWKWARD, IMPATIENT WHEN IT GOES OUT OF CONTROL AND KINDA FRUSTRATED
HAHA, SEE, I GOT LOTS OF DIFFERENT FACES TOO :)
DEPENDS ON WHO I'M WITH.
I JUST FEEL AWKWARD WITH PEOPLE WHOM I DON'T KNOW SO WELL.
FIRSTLY, I GOT TO LAY THE CONCRETE
THEN, PAINT THE PLACE
THIS IS WHEN I START GETTING COMFORTABLE. AFTER A YEAR. HAHA.
B ISN'T THAT BAD SERIOUSLY. IT KINDOF IMPROVE A LITTLE. QUITE WELCOMING :DDD

JUST FEELS AWKWARD WITH CERTAIN PEOPLE, I JUST WALK PASS THEM WITH EYE CONTACT WITHOUT ANY WORDS EXCHANGE. JUST SIMPLY WEIRD.

I SAW HER TODAY. HOWEVER I JUST WALK PASS HER. OKAY, I FIGURE, IF SHE WANTS TO TALK TO ME SHE WOULD SO YEAP. I AIN'T GOING TO MAKE THE FIRST MOVE THIS TIME ROUND. MOREOVER, I DON'T THINK I'M WORTH IT SO YEAP. I JUST MAKE HER UPSET ALL THE TIME. SO WHAT'S THE POINT. I KINDOF OFFEND HER IN EVERYWAY. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY. SERIOUSLY. I JUST WANNA SLAP MYSELF.

OH WELL, IT DOESN'T MATTER. I REALISE, I RATHER HAVE LESS FRIENDS AND THOSE WHO REALLY CARE THAN MORE FRIENDS AND TREAT ME LIKE SHIT. THANKS A MILLION HIGH SCHOOL YOU TAUGHT ME VALUABLE LESSONS
I GOT TO BRUSH UP MY ENGLISH AND CHINESE
MANNS, MY LANGUAGES SUCK MAN.

OH , SOMETIMES B IS FULL OF CRAP. LIKE JUNE. WHAT THE CRAP. I NEED A BREAK MAN SERIOUSLY -.-

SURPRISE Surprise :DD

Oh, my gosh, major shock.
Initally i was prepared for the worst when it came to checking poa and fnn papers.
My instincts told me i would do extremely badly.
Was totally shocked to pass both subjects.
Geezs especially poa mansz.

Yeap, bottom line, don't let people make decisions for you in life. It's gonna be really nasty.\
I had my night snack :) Smores :) Yummy, i made it myself :)
Simple way. Sigh, i'm not gonna bother about people's life again like budge in and help them bandage their wounds or what so ever i had enough of that crap man. In the end what do i get for making them feel better? Feeling like shit and crap. Thanks a lot totally :) Oh well, life's such, i bet in future, the worst is yet to come. Would be prepared to face the outside world tadatada :D

Everything's changing day by day :D
For the worst? For the better? I never know.
Life revolves around band church school clique...
Yay, can't wait for 11th june :D
Oh yeah, my life's gonna be transformed again :)
Handphone's alive :DD
 
Everything fades within a blink of an eye.
It's been 7 years since i entered primary school and now i'm like so old :)
It's great watching everyone grow up together :)
Everything seems so fast foward.
I was in secondary one and now i'm in secondary three.
Woah, i still kindof feel like i'm in secondary two. I miss those times badly.
Drastic changes calls for drastic measures haha :)

I totally agree with the following picture


Lalala, woah, should i turn in now?
It's kindof late isn't it?




Dear God,
This is geri checking in once again? How are you? :D Well, i'm fine, i guess. Thanks for your guidance during the exam. Thanks for guiding me throughout the examinations. I FREAKING PASS MY MATHS WITH THE HELP OF YOUR GRACE LIKE OMGOSH, FINALLY, I HAVE BEEN WAITING A BILLION YEARS FOR THIS TO HAPPEN :DD. Thanks for the shocking poa marks. I thought i would fail :( However it never crossed my mind i would have passed :) Bless the needy the hungry the sad the hopeless. May everyone who did not do so well find the strength to get back on their feet and continue their journey. Teach them that mistakes are our teachers they teach us to learn. Mistakes are detours not a dead-end street. May each day would be a better day for me and everyone else :)
Amen :)
Love your daughter
Geri :)
Goodnight God, sleep tight :) Love you :)